sometimes i think that i am not so stereotypical of an american
and then i remember that i consider the coke freestyle machine one of the greatest modern inventions
i mean look at this thing
over 100 choices, computerized mixing, one spout, touch screen, ice dispenser
have u ever seen anything so wondrous and beautiful??
I’VE ONLY SEEN THESE IN NYC DO THEY NOT HAVE THESE IN BOSTON??? THEY ARE INCREDIBLE
im honestly in a happy space in my life right now im less stress about things have a different view on stuff and it does help to look at things differently i see peoples prescriptive on life and try to help them as well.
relationship wise tbh i wish i had one but im not depressed about it i use to like girls too quick and make shit weird but now im just laid back about things like that if it happens cool if not cool it will happen one day me being 19 years old it would stay on my mind but i shouldnt make it a need its a want to me and we all dont get what we want right away we have to let time fix us and mold us into a person that can handle something like that right now im good but i dont think i would be ready for one right away. once i do get that female it would be fun would make sure shes happy and shit like that.
i gotta say i am the man today because of myself my mom and my best friend (my sisters) i love all three of those females they the only ones that deals with all of me they know me inside out when im mad and sad happy all that each day i thank god to have them in my life cause in the past i did have taughts of ether leaving life or just runaway cause i felt like nothing they told me im something and they cared for me threw out it all.
my taught on life is what you make it i noticed threw out my life obviously you go threw changes you will make mistakes but its not the end of the world a mistake just helps you make your future better so you know not to do it again or how to see it coming in other situations. just chill with the people you want to and do the shit you wanna do just dont do shit to hurt others just cause they hurt you two wrongs dont make a right if someone does hurt you or just dont fuck with you dont pay no mind theyre not worth the pain or the time.
going back to relationships my ideal girl that i like could be any girl to be honest any shade of color thin or thick it dont matter you dont need a ass or tits or have any sexual experiences i dont wanna know if you a virgin or not cause shit like that dont matter i get attracted to girls with goals girls that have some idea of what they wanna do she has a sense of humor and not up tight just someone i can be myself around and shit and she does the same a very chill lady pretty much if she like fashion or not she can be bae lol but deadass about all this i will find her soon until them im just chilling with my friends and shopping pretty much.